Faith in the unknowing

I don't like to admit that I'm wrong or that I can't do things on my own, which is why I am always panicked on Tuesday afternoons. I believe until Tuesday afternoon that I can program Java on my own. That if I keep working at it for two days straight, it will eventually sort itself out. I think it happened once. But the faith is always there.

Well, it's Tuesday afternoon now. And I can't do it! This program has to work. And it doesn't. And I'm lost. And no amount of talking myself through it is helping.

It is very frustrating that I can't triumphantly count down the hours until I'm done with this semester, because I know that I'm not going to have my final project done by 4pm today and I'm going to have to continue working on it for some undetermined amount of time, until it's all over.

No amount of crying is helping either, but that doesn't mean I'm not trying that approach.

srah - Tuesday, 27 April 2004 - 12:35 PM

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Comments (4)

gravatar katie - April 27, 2004 - 1:23 PM -

If it makes you feel better, I am also having a crappy day. So you're in good company. :)

gravatar srah - April 27, 2004 - 1:36 PM -

I sort of got an extension! Now I can study for the exam, eat the two meals I have skipped and take a shower!

gravatar Urs - April 27, 2004 - 1:53 PM -

:] congrats - but hurry up and finish the semester!

gravatar katie - April 27, 2004 - 6:18 PM -

Yeah, and hurry up and take a shower - you stink!

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