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Dain bramaged?

I'm not very good with my emotions. I've repressed and ignored them for a long time, preferring to amuse people from afar instead of getting close to them. I don't know how to identify my emotions now or what to do with them. I'm not sure if my blogging helps, hinders or just demonstrates this situation, but I am definitely more likely to blog about amusing things that happen to me than my emotional reactions to the world around me.

So perhaps the best solution would not be to work myself up about my emotional state, get 4.5 hours of sleep and follow that with readings about people with brain damage to the emotional centers of their brains and how they can't process emotions like normal people and function correctly in social situations. This will just make me imagine that I have brain damage, or wish that I had so I would have an excuse.

Perhaps I should seek counseling from an impartial, objective party. Or seek out a paper journal. Or a nap.

srah - Wednesday, 29 October 2003 - 10:37 AM

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Comments (7)

gravatar Eston Bond - October 29, 2003 - 10:39 AM -

Go for the nap. That's what I'm doing.

gravatar srah - October 29, 2003 - 10:48 AM -

Too much to do today. No time for anything. No time for anything tonight or tomorrow or ever again, for that matter.

Luckily my boss was called out of town, so I can just sit at work and zone out and cry and do homework until people come in needing help.

That will be healthy.

gravatar Jez - October 29, 2003 - 10:53 AM -

Would a new super-duper CD mix help?

gravatar srah - October 29, 2003 - 11:36 AM -

I love you, Jez.

gravatar Jez - October 29, 2003 - 2:59 PM -


I wuvs you too, hunny-bunny.

gravatar katie - October 29, 2003 - 4:03 PM -

I love you too! (But not, I'm sure, in quite the same way that Jez does, because he's a boy.)

Email me if you need to chat. I'll check again in an hour or two. I'm even up for the expensive phone conversation, if you really need it. (Hee hee, no parents at home this week, so I get to take over the phone!)

gravatar eston - October 29, 2003 - 4:24 PM -

on a side note, why haven't you linked to my poor old self? i link to you and get no reciprocity?

i feel unloved :(

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