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Socially inept

I went out last night with a couple of fellow assistants from Ann Arbor. On the way there, I was telling myself not to be nervous and not to be that shy little person I sometimes am. I think I went in the wrong direction, though...

I don't know if they noticed or if it was just me being paranoid, but I felt like I talked all the time and wouldn't stop talking about myself. And I just talked and talked without thinking, so and idea would come out of my mouth and I had no idea where it came from or why I decided to say it in the first place. There was no organization or structure to my speech and I was getting off the subject mid-sentence. I felt like I was being very negative but I couldn't stop.

Oh well. If they think I'm a dumbass, they'll think I'm a dumbass. I sort of am.

srah - Sunday, 4 August 2002 - 8:33 AM
Tags: assistantship, srah

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