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Everyone in the whole world is smoking crack

Why is it that when I am looking really scraggly, someone always compliments me? This confuses me no end. Today I am wearing a rather old purple sweater that I don't hate, but - come on, it's purple. I put my hair up in a ponytail to be different, thinking 'I wonder why I never put my hair in a ponytail anymore.' Ah yes, it's because about half of my hair is in the ponytail and the other half is falling in my face, on my neck, etc. So I look ass-nasty and I go to Baldwin and everyone starts telling me how cute I look.

I don't get it. CKane and I were discussing this at Tea and she said that whenever she felt scruffy and someone complimented her, she thought it was because they were lying to make her feel better about looking scruffy. So that's how I feel. Either they're lying to make me feel good about myself or they're smoking crack.

I have this beige sweater that everyone in the world except me (and my lovely lovely Roommate) loves. So I can't decide whether I like to wear it because I get complimented or if I hate to wear it because I think I look awful in it. I think no one knows how I'm supposed to look. Everyone else has different ideals of beauty than I do. I am ALL ALONE.

Whatever.

srah - Wednesday, 6 February 2002 - 7:39 PM
Tags: fashion

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